we had a really good talk. it's been awhile since she and i have really "talked". she told me that she's been real worried about me lately. she said that at times she and my dad would stay up at night crying. they want me to go get help about my depression. i think i should. she told me that she thinks it would be best for me to get out of arizona asap. i concur. she told me that i need to stop analyzing every aspect of my life. and to stop trying to make something of myself and just live my life. she wants me to be a student and to have fun and only work to pay for my trip around the world. she told me to just relax and to get into a routine. i need to start working out
this made me feel better. i told her that i just want to be happy for once.
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kindlingdesire) wrote,
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